I've had this problem for a few days now, sleeping the days and being up the nights. I've been trying to fix it with battery and coffee, only to end up with diarrhea and less sleep. (My body can't handle caffeine)
During these few days I've been playing a flash billiard game, Rock band and Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. Also I've watched The Big Bang Theory, Kamisama Kazoku and Saki (For Kamisama Kazoku and Saki I'll give reviews later, but I'm way too tired to do it right now) and now that I've watched pretty much all stuff I've got to watch at the moment, played a lot of all the games I'm interested in at the moment, my life has gotten so boring I'm not even motivated to increase the size of my porn folder, which I find quite unpleasant. So, anyway.. For the past few days I've been eating awfully, and not any "real" food for quite a few days. Due to being hungry, watching anime, playing games etc. I've come to realize, that life is indeed mean. I noticed that if I continue my life this way I'll never be able to date anyone, have any real friends nor find a suitable source of income to move away from my mothers place.
I've been disgusted at myself and felt awfully sad about my current situation. I haven't had a steady relationship during my whole life, I haven't had pretty much any friends during my whole life and I'm missing all my superpowers. It's a sad life, isn't it? Well, life sucks, iguess I should get over it, but still. For a long time, every time I see someone kiss, be it in an anime, live-action series or in the street corner next to McDonald's, I feel sad and bad about myself. For once, I wish something nice would happen to me too.
But well, I'll just leave this sad excuse for a post here and go to bed at 15:00 just so I'll have another boring night tomorrow.
Top 3 for today.
- The Big Bang Theory
- Storm8 games
- Making fun of myself